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Apr. 13th, 2004 08:18 pmYesterday's Slough of Despond has been somewhat lightened and brightened by my daddy coming over to take me out for pizza and hot chocolate. I love my daddy. :)
Then came home and found an email from my mommy telling me she's praying for me, and she hopes I had a good time with my daddy and she loves me very very much. And a website for encouragement, since today's (April 13th's) entry was particularly relevant for me. I love my mommy. :)
And of course my sister was there yesterday and today, saying basically "Eh, it's okay, I don't think you could fail if you tried." May not be true, but the fact that she thinks so means a lot to me. I love my sis. :)
So the only person who hasn't been in touch is my youngest sis, and frankly I've been trying not to burden her because she has enough problems of her own right now.
And so now I'm accepting the fact that hey, it's okay, I may fail or not but my family loves me, and that counts for a lot. I really feel sorry for people who don't have a family to fall back on... because mine is so incredibly awesome.
Then came home and found an email from my mommy telling me she's praying for me, and she hopes I had a good time with my daddy and she loves me very very much. And a website for encouragement, since today's (April 13th's) entry was particularly relevant for me. I love my mommy. :)
And of course my sister was there yesterday and today, saying basically "Eh, it's okay, I don't think you could fail if you tried." May not be true, but the fact that she thinks so means a lot to me. I love my sis. :)
So the only person who hasn't been in touch is my youngest sis, and frankly I've been trying not to burden her because she has enough problems of her own right now.
And so now I'm accepting the fact that hey, it's okay, I may fail or not but my family loves me, and that counts for a lot. I really feel sorry for people who don't have a family to fall back on... because mine is so incredibly awesome.
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Date: 2004-04-13 08:24 pm (UTC)